Monday, October 18, 2004
wat e...i juz wanna tok 2 him n he scold mi...wat...everytime online nv study...wat waste my mum's money...i work bloody shit here...studying n giving it my best...when i feel lonely n miss hoe so much n all he do is sae i nv study...he's my buddy ok...i juz wanna tok 2 him...n let him noe i'm ok...is it asking 4 too much...i'm facing pple whu wear mask everydae n i miss having my buddies around n tok 2 mi n stuff...n he juz screams at mi like tis...u noe how i feel...4get it la...i noe he wan mi 2 strive 4 e best but i need his encouragement more than his scolding...yl...if u see tis...i'm workin bloody hard ok...dealing wf fake pple n lonely nites wif no1 2 tok 2 mi...whenever i miss u guys whu i turn 2...no 1 ok...u tink it's easy...i only wan 2 hear ur encouragement...i noe u meant mi well...but i'm studyin...dun tink i onilne everydae means i not studying...put urself in my shoes n tink...e emptiness u feels sometimes makes u wan 2 give up n but because of all ur encouragement i strive on ok...hope that u will understand mi...
--Angelyn signing off--
|8:08 PM|
